Running: Part VI

(The saga continues. Preceded by parts 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5.)

By the time the 1990 state track meet rolled around, my 16-year-old body was pretty tired. I'd run every day since early February. That training dedication had produced personal bests that season at every distance from 400 meters to 3200 meters. But, it was also fatiguing for a sophomore. Of course, I didn't realize that at the time. I was simply eager to travel to Wichita and claim my first state championship.

We arrived on Friday night and checked in to the Mark 8 Inn. I can't say what the property looks like today. But it wasn't the cat's meow then. The hour was late and we didn't know the area, so we notched our day’s mileage by running around the parking lot for 20 minutes. Then we retired, two to a bed, for whatever rest our anxious minds would allow.

My first race was the 3200m relay. I would lead off, followed by Chuck Gilbert, then Tim Gaigel and, finally, our talented anchor, Kirk Huckaby. We'd run a season-best at the regional meet, placing third to barely qualify for state in 8 minutes, 33 seconds. In my state debut, I led off with a 2:01 leg (a personal best) and the rest of the team ran very well, too. Kirk brought us home in 4th place, earning a state medal and breaking our school record with a time of 8:27. (It should be noted the Aquinas record is under eight minutes today.)

After a few hours rest, it was time for the 1600m. Even now, 21 years later, I can remember the pre-race jitters. While I was regional champion and the top-ranked 4A miler, I didn't feel the confidence I would carry into future state meets. Somehow, I felt like a bit of a fraud. Less than two months ago, I had a personal best of 4:58 and hadn’t sniffed a state meet. Now, my best was 4:29 and I was the favorite to win it all.

The starter fired the gun and 12 of us charged around the first turn. Entering the backstretch, I found myself near the back of the pack, as a flood of pent-up adolescent energy propelled my competitors to a blazing start. After about 150 meters, everyone settled down and I glided up near the front, settling into third place.

I felt unusually relaxed as we entered the homestretch of the first lap. The pace was easy. The lead was just a few strides away. And I was happy to let others do the work for awhile. Just then, I felt someone touch my shoe from behind. I lost balance for a moment, falling forward before catching myself. However, I slowed just enough for the same person to inadvertently clip my shoe again. I lunged forward, this time unable to steady myself. I tumbled to the outside lanes, while the rest of the field charged ahead.

(Here's the video of the 1990 Kansas 4A State 1600M Run...)



Filled with a mix of bewilderment and rage, I hopped up and furiously tried to catch up. It took only 150 meters for me to make my way back to the pack. Unfortunately, that spurt consumed almost every bit of energy I had, leaving me helpless as the leaders made their moves during the final two laps. I hobbled to the finish line in dead last, with a time of 4:47. The winner, who would become a great rival (and friend) was fellow sophomore Ryan Johnson of DeSoto. I'd beaten him each time we’d raced the 1600 that spring.

As I sat alone on the stadium infield, I began to cry uncontrollably. I’d never taken season-ending losses well, going all the way back to little league baseball. But this one stung a lot more. It felt like something had been stolen from me. By any measure, my sophomore track season had been a huge success. But all I could think about was the one race that got away. It would be all the motivation I'd need for the next 364 days.